Secrets and Lies

So I went to my sister’s house for tea as my half aunt and cousin came down to visit. I’m not supposed to know about them so it was the first time meeting them. I didn’t speak much but it was a nice visit and it was great to meet them. Bit strange though ^_%

And we watched my sister on 10 years younger. She looked sooooooo good. Well she looks good in real life too. It’s not fair *jelousy*

So anyway. Continuing my photo journal: I forget to take a ‘proper’ picture; I intended on taking one of my aunt and cousin but I never take photos lol. So at 1 this morning I took a photo of myself to represent some of the feelings associated with the meeting; mixedupness, confusion, burden, tainted happiness. So yush. Lovely me.

I got my new shoes on

Except I haven’t. I got new shoes. £8 from Bay woot. And I got like 4 new items of jewellery for £1 each from Topshop. More woot.

Umm yeah.

A niece’s birthday today, was a different one’s yesterday (she got high school muscial barbies that sing! Me wants!) haha.

Ooh and the High school musical/2 peeps were on Richard and Judy. I had to keep leaving the room as mr. efron makes me a tad bit hot haha. lolz I prefer Link to the real person/HSM character. Even though they are all way American, Link is just like…oldie style OTTP yummy all American male but yeah. Lol. His EYES *dyes* Methinks he is almost in the Elijah Wood and Cillian Murphy league of amazing eyes. ^_%

OK I need to stop being obsessed before I start.

OMG Heroes tonight! WOah. But now I’m even more confuzzled. Anywho. Attatched is a pic of me nu purchases (made with money I shouldn’t not be spending oops).

Hairspray!

Haven’t been doing a whole lot recently apart from Sims, Guild Wars and getting lots of books from the library but not reading them all oops.

It was so hot and sunny outside today! SO hot. I’m a bit brown and have white watch strap mark but that was from other days but today I was a good girl and put on sun cream. Go me 😀

I need to do some more drawing and painting and reading and writing but I’m a lazy bum!

It’s useless club picnic tomorrow (my mum organised because I’m too useless but I wanted a proper picnic with checkered blanket but it’s not and it’s at home but anyway). So WOO lolz.

My sister’s birthday today and a niece’s on Tuesday and another niece’s on Wednesday lol.

And another of my nieces did well good on her GCSEs. But she’s still just about useless enough to be in the useless club ^_%

Went to see Hairspray on Tuesday. OMG SOOOOOOooooooooooooooooo good. *ahem*

So yesterday I had to get the soundtrack. SOSOSOSOSOSO good.

And Zac Efron: I would. haha. I had to check on imdb how old he was. Only a year younger phew haha.

Watched X factor (those Welsh are a bit loopy sometimes haha. But sometimes in a good way :p) and some of Dance X. Bruno’s team won. I thought they were better at singing and at one of the dances that I saw but I loved Arlene’s group’s rhythm of life dance. And Emanuel is teh hotness haha. So shame they didn’t win so I coulda seen more of him ^_% but the song that the winner’s are gonna release is shit. Siriously it’s pants.

Anywho. Back to uni soon *woe*

Break Your Heart

I really do love my computer and I’ve hardly got off it. Oh dear.

My accomodation for next year is near enough sorted out but I still need to fill in the form and send it off. And sort out my loan. I’m so gonna be skint next year. I’m a lazy sod 😦

I’m a bit obsessed with Snape. ^_% There was this Snily vid on youtube made with footage from different films and it was so beautiful and the song used was amazing. ‘My Skin’ by Natalie Merchant. So I just had to go download her album ‘Ophelia’ off itunes even though I wasn’t sure if my dad had money on the account. Oh well I have it now haha. It’s sooo good. All the songs are lovely (except the last track keeps cutting out grr) but ‘My Skin’ is amazing.

And I finally got my paintshop pro disc back. So I’ve been downloading gorgeous brushes and stuff and made a nice and simple Snape background but for some reason I can’tdisplay a good quality PNG image as a background so it’s a jpg and it’s a but rubbish quality 😦 And I made some icons but I’m a bit out of the icon loop. Hopefully I’ll get good again.

I won the lottery WOO. Haha. £7.50 on the Euromillions. It was actually my dad that bought the ticket and I offered him the £1.50 for it but he said no lol. That paid for me to go see ‘Order of the Phoenix’ again. I had forgotten most of it and it was a bit weird seeing it after knowing about all the characters that will die. *sob* But twas good film. But my darling nephews wanted to sit at the front so not so comfortable.

I just signed up for a deviantART accoutn randomly. I might put some of my lovely fairy drawings up there which are actually not so lovely. I have one or two that are decent for me but I should really keep practicing. Also there was a video on youtube of Snape fanart and there were some really really gorgeous pics there. I don’t think I could get into fanfiction. I used to be into a bit a couple of years ago but for some reason I don’t think I could do it. I can’t even face re-reading any of the HP books yet even though I didn’t pick up on a lot of the stuff in the last book. But anyway, so I might get into looking at people’s fanart. And I want to get the fantasy figures book but alas no monies. But ma nephew said he got a Manga book so I might try and borrow that.

That is all for now.

Over my head

SO. Harry Potter has been and gone. I went to the midnight release ^_^ and did not get a whole lot of sleep as I had to read it all before going to Weston-Super-Mere (sp?!) for T4 party on the beach on the Sunday. Which was cool but the sound of the main stage was shíte and the sand is dangerous especially when you weigh as much as I do. Anyway. Harry Potter. I can’t believe it’s over *sniff*. I am just about over certain deaths. It was a bloody blood bath I tell thee! Well I keep thinking I’m over a certain two characters dying but then someone mentions it on the imdb forums which I’m a bit addicted to, then my head is messed up again! It was waaaay too sad. I was in tears through most of the book and I no longer cry randomly at certain thoughts of certain characters. Haha how pathetic I am. After the mega tear-inducing death, I quickly managed to tell myself it wasn’t real but that didn’t help all that much.

So anyway. Back to real life. Well I have no life because now I’m re-addicted to the sims 2; I got a new computer on Monday! YAY. Except I really have very very little money left.

And the shizers at the accomodation place at uni are not helping my general well being by being useless. ARGH. So I haven’t sent back acceptance yet and I was supposed to do it in 10 days but it’s been almost 2 weeks. So if I have no room I ain’t going back next year. What a bloody shame.

Just downloaded The Fray’s album. Woot. And I’m backing it right away. I’ve learnt me lesson!

I have head hurtage

I randomly have a bad headache. *woe*

I didn’t end up going to my niece’s sports day on Monday but yesterday I looked after my baby nephew for a while. Whoa tiring stuff. Managed to silence him with my phone playing music. Fortunately he didn’t break it.

Two days! ZOMGZOMG. I’m going CRAZY!

I gave up trying to re-read all the books. Got half way through Chamber of Secrets and gave up, picking up where I left off in Half Blood Prince. Am about half way through that now. But I keep not imagining them old enough. And I started watching Prisoner of Azkaban today but my mother and father made too much noise and I was annoyed at the inconsistency between it and the first two films which I watched Monday and Tuesday. I think I have ODed on Harry Potter so the joy has gone somewhat.

But I’m still EXCITED WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooo.

Still in recovery

I’m still trying to get over the influx of emotions caused by viewing Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix yesterday.

And my sleep was very disturbed last night as I fell asleep from about 6pm to about 8 or 9. Then I tried going to sleep after 1am and kept falling in and out of sleep for ages. Not impressed.

And I had forgotten that I had agreed to go to my niece’s sports day today. Darn. After a busy weekend I just want to sleeeeep. And rest. And read Half Blood Prince and The Fires of Heaven and Ten Little Indians and write my best selling novel which will make me millions of monies and make me famous. And loved. *sigh*

This word press thing is snazy but I can’t work out how to make new pages.